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2005-07-26T17:06:00.000+08:00

i'll now announce tt this blog is temporary dead.. xwx has been busy lately.. she doesnt have the time to blog..

With apology,
xwx

goodbye..

2005-05-31T20:09:00.000+08:00

day 1:
she didnt eat much.. something was wrong..
day 2:
she was normal no more.. she seemed really tired, but she couldnt sleep.. something was really wrong.. mum scolded me, so i decided to stop playing with her.. she was cold and flabby..
day 3:
there was no improvement.. i watched her..
she started doing weird movements.. as though as she was struggling.. her heartbeat stopped.. i called for her..
she woke again.. but moments later..
....
she was gone.....
everyone cried..
ME?? i didnt...
"how could i be so heartless.."
memories flashed back...
i started tearing..
i cried..
"i am sorry.. so sorry..."
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well done 4B1!

2005-05-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

4B1's rap and jingle is a success.. well done all of u!! i hope we can get 1st this time.. hahaha..
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congrats.... myself :)

2005-04-24T12:57:00.000+08:00

Congratulation to myself.. 30/30 for Pft.. finally i have been waiting 4 this for many many years.. hooray! hee... :)
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finally i am free!!

2005-04-20T11:21:00.000+08:00

in the com lab now.. long time no blog.. sigh.. i've been study chinese o level.. i jus cant finish reading it.. sigh.. time is tickin away.. jus like tt.. sigh.. how can i stop it.. i jus cant.. -_-
now resilience trail, bittersweet concert, track meet and swimming meet r finally over.. and i can finally relax.. sigh.. i've got 5 items in the afternoon, i nearly forgot.. i really wanna get "A" for everything.. then i can have a brighter future.. hee.. i have been building my arm muscles.. whoohoo.. hahaha.. i did 100 pushups everyday.. haha.. pump pump pump.. ^_^
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exhausted me...

2005-04-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

i have been working non-stop for 3 days... and i really dont noe why i doing tt for.. i worked so hard for others and not for myself.. i am not asking for a celebration of gratitude or a big thank you from "them".. i jus hope tt they could jus let me feel tt i am one of them.. i feel like i am rejected.. and i have really been asking myself why work so hard and let others treat me like a 2nd-hand goods.. sigh.. tt day after swimming meet.. i had Gb practice for my upcoming competition.. my teacher asked me abt the black face.. i cant believe my black face was so distinct.. yar.. and i told her abt it.. she encouraged me.. alright.. fine.. then i thot o levels are coming and everyone around me r stressing like nuts.. and look at me.. jus look at me.. do i look like i am studying? no! i am so busy wif tt stupid competition.. and the problem is tt i cannot not care abt it.. cos i really want to help my friends win.. i really wonder at times.. WHY CANT MY BRAIN AND MY BODY COORDINATE TOGETHER? why do they walk in their seperate paths? sigh.. i really wanna help my friends and help myself.. i guess i really need time management.. God, pls help me!
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watch out for the duck's SHIT!

2005-03-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

it's the day before the long weekend.. and horrible mrs chan had to torture us.. we did conditioning for our hair.. hahaha.. kidding.. we did conditionaling for our PFT.. boring.. NO MORE BELOVED BASKETBALL.. boo hoo hoo.. 5 rounds + 30 sit ups + 30 push ups + 30 squats to the toilet + 10m sprint to the classroom (all mr yeo's fault).. Yawn! lessons were BORING.. nothing exciting.. only when the last school bell of the day rang.. hahaha.. my eyes lit up.. haha.. TIME TO GET OUT OF SCHOOL.. YAHOO! minty and claire had MEP, sowwy ling had a meeting to attend, leemey? debate.. so it's jus me, abi, kristi & yinling.. we were quite broke.. so we went to BTP.. yup! they had delicious deserts.. AND ME?! i had duck noodle.. BUT the duck could fly.. i really wondered WHY?! it didnt had flying classes and it landed into my dark sauce.. In the end of the day.. :( i had duck "shit" splatter all over my WHITE BLOUSE!! it was super embarrassing.. and my silly friends around jus laughed at me.. like wad sowwy always say, "wad kind of jie mei r u all?" haha.. in the end.. i hugged my bio bk close to my chest, all the way back to school.. hahaha.. lecture was alright.. but i dont wish to blog abt it.. then i come to my fav part again.. FOOD!! we were so kiasu.. we took so much food and stuff them down, though we were already very full.. then we save some food for fatty sowwy who was on duty.. and fat sowwy didnt appreciatiate our kindness.. hahaha.. instead she forced us to eat her food.. BURP! Stomach OVERLOADED....

90%...
95%...
99%...
100%...
POW!

the end...

hashhhhh.......

2005-03-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

heehee.. chem remedial today was quite enriching.. i FINALLY learnt how to do mole.. hahaha.. yup yup.. during the break.. minty, kristi, shujun, rong and i played the vendor machine arcade game.. woohoo.. kristi was so good.. hahaha.. she won all 4 rounds.. haha.. everyone drank ice lemon tea and MINTY had soya bean milk.. hahaha.. disgusting.. ;) yup.. when i went home i went crazy.. my sis was super funny.. she couldnt differentiate between hush and hash.. she said hash brown sounds funny.. so she read hash brown as hush brown.. so she says " hashhhhh....." in the library.. hahahahaha.. i tumbled onto the ground and started laughing.. hahaha.. she's so funny:)vanished

ahhh... much better..

2005-03-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. i feel so much better.. i have kick the habit of sleeping late.. And i am going to aim for better results.. haha.. my last year result could only get me to the SAHJC ( Stay At Home JC) haha.. at least this time i can study at ITE.. haha.. i am going to IMPROVE! haha.. PE was fun today.. we played my favourite game BASKETBALL! hahaha.. And i did my favourite trick on rong.. and she fell for it..
l l o l l <- (the ball went between the legs) heehee..
yup.. after tt was disgusting bio.. which i really dont wish to blog abt it.. the day went by really quickly.. we had our english mock paper, which was quite ok.. yup yup! the day was quite exciting.. cant elaborate any longer.. i am going eat dinner now! (steamboat.. yum!yum!)

I am going to thrive to work hard! :)
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Leave Me ALONE

2005-03-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

i wish time will stop
jus 1 hour is enough
i wish everyone will stop

jus me alone
sitting by the beach
thinking abt the past

wad have i done wrong
i dont even noe
sigh!
i really need more time
jus leave me alone...
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